When insomnia robs you of your rest
Or nightmares fill your dreams
If the past comes back to haunt you
And you can't drown out the screams
There is always a bottle nearby
That is screaming to be drained
Promising to help you through the day
And make everything fade away
The Vodka, Tequilla, and Rum are near
To take away all your fears
And when you are in need of help
You turn your attention towards that shelf
These bottles never judge you
Or tell you, you need to stop
They are always so accepting
And sometimes all you've got
So Drink away the sadness
Empty bottles numb the pain
Each shot takes away the memories
As the liquid burns throuh your veins
I sit by and beg you to stop
My heart races, anxious, ready to pop
And no matter what I try to do
You always believe its best for you
I die slowly inside watching you drown
Someone I fell in love with, bringing me down
Becoming someone new
Flying higher than a kite, you flew
Why can't you see I am the cure to your nightmares
The one who can soothe
I am the vodka, tequilla, and rum
Just say yes, and choose....
Friday, May 22, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
my new balance
So i'm sittin here watching my favorite anime music video (amv) about Sailor Moon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAcRGqMqkgY&feature=related
I can't help but feel a more connected feeling to my happiness as I watch it. And while my best friend was visiting, I realized that the more we sat and wrote on stories and drew that I was happy again. I think for the longest time I got busy and gave up on all the things that made me happy. I know that for sometime I thought all the things I loved so much made me immature so I literally ggave up on them. All my focus was for work and my bf. It hit me that, no matter what people think of me, whether i'm immature to them or whatever else, that nothing they say can make me stop loving what I do best!!
So I've made a promise to myself, I will make a happy balance of all the materialistic things that make me happy and all the people who do also. So writing is back on my table, some (very few) anime is back in my life, and most of all i will continue to work on my art, especially anime kind because all i've done lately are two real life portraits of some good people.
I can't believe i even doubted myself on these things!! I love art!! I love the way Sailor moon makes me feel!! WHO CARES IF ITS AN ANIME!! It has a lot of things that made me so creative!! I started creativity from that anime! just watch the video and you understand! ....maybe. lol.
Alright well I best get off this thing before I start rambling on......^_^ woot!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAcRGqMqkgY&feature=related
I can't help but feel a more connected feeling to my happiness as I watch it. And while my best friend was visiting, I realized that the more we sat and wrote on stories and drew that I was happy again. I think for the longest time I got busy and gave up on all the things that made me happy. I know that for sometime I thought all the things I loved so much made me immature so I literally ggave up on them. All my focus was for work and my bf. It hit me that, no matter what people think of me, whether i'm immature to them or whatever else, that nothing they say can make me stop loving what I do best!!
So I've made a promise to myself, I will make a happy balance of all the materialistic things that make me happy and all the people who do also. So writing is back on my table, some (very few) anime is back in my life, and most of all i will continue to work on my art, especially anime kind because all i've done lately are two real life portraits of some good people.
I can't believe i even doubted myself on these things!! I love art!! I love the way Sailor moon makes me feel!! WHO CARES IF ITS AN ANIME!! It has a lot of things that made me so creative!! I started creativity from that anime! just watch the video and you understand! ....maybe. lol.
Alright well I best get off this thing before I start rambling on......^_^ woot!
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