my new balance

So i'm sittin here watching my favorite anime music video (amv) about Sailor Moon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAcRGqMqkgY&feature=related
I can't help but feel a more connected feeling to my happiness as I watch it. And while my best friend was visiting, I realized that the more we sat and wrote on stories and drew that I was happy again. I think for the longest time I got busy and gave up on all the things that made me happy. I know that for sometime I thought all the things I loved so much made me immature so I literally ggave up on them. All my focus was for work and my bf. It hit me that, no matter what people think of me, whether i'm immature to them or whatever else, that nothing they say can make me stop loving what I do best!!
So I've made a promise to myself, I will make a happy balance of all the materialistic things that make me happy and all the people who do also. So writing is back on my table, some (very few) anime is back in my life, and most of all i will continue to work on my art, especially anime kind because all i've done lately are two real life portraits of some good people.
I can't believe i even doubted myself on these things!! I love art!! I love the way Sailor moon makes me feel!! WHO CARES IF ITS AN ANIME!! It has a lot of things that made me so creative!! I started creativity from that anime! just watch the video and you understand! ....maybe. lol.
Alright well I best get off this thing before I start rambling on......^_^ woot!